Wednesday, December 29, 2010

The 90 Day "Pruning"

Okay, to be honest, I didn't really want to do this.  I've decided, well, God's decided and I'm listening :-/, to do a 90 Day Prune.  I came across a reading plan on my iPhone to read through the Bible in 90 days and I've committed to it.  Also, during these 90 days I'm not going to pray for a baby, or pregnancy, or direction for adoption vs. conception, I'm just going to read the Bible, pray, and seek God.  A great woman who I admire very much came up to me today and affirmed that I needed to do this.  I know she was very nervous about giving me that word but I can't tell you how much I needed it!

So, along with reading my Bible in 90 days, praying, and seeking God, I'm going to make a commitment to work out as much as I can and eat as healthy as I can.  God gave me this body both physically and spiritually and it should be treated as a temple.  So, to jump start this process I begin with the 90 Days of Pruning.  I came up with the title from John 15: 1-17.

 Jesus, the True Vine
15 “I am the true grapevine, and my Father is the gardener.  He cuts off every branch of mine that doesn’t produce fruit, and he prunes the branches that do bear fruit so they will produce even more.  You have already been pruned and purified by the message I have given you.  Remain in me, and I will remain in you. For a branch cannot produce fruit if it is severed from the vine, and you cannot be fruitful unless you remain in me.
 “Yes, I am the vine; you are the branches. Those who remain in me, and I in them, will produce much fruit. For apart from me you can do nothing.  Anyone who does not remain in me is thrown away like a useless branch and withers. Such branches are gathered into a pile to be burned.  But if you remain in me and my words remain in you, you may ask for anything you want, and it will be granted!  When you produce much fruit, you are my true disciples. This brings great glory to my Father.
 “I have loved you even as the Father has loved me. Remain in my love.  10 When you obey my commandments, you remain in my love, just as I obey my Father’s commandments and remain in his love.  11 I have told you these things so that you will be filled with my joy. Yes, your joy will overflow!  12 This is my commandment: Love each other in the same way I have loved you.  13 There is no greater love than to lay down one’s life for one’s friends.  14 You are my friends if you do what I command.  15 I no longer call you slaves, because a master doesn’t confide in his slaves. Now you are my friends, since I have told you everything the Father told me.  16 You didn’t choose me. I chose you. I appointed you to go and produce lasting fruit, so that the Father will give you whatever you ask for, using my name.  17 This is my command: Love each other.

Just as Abraham was willing to give Isaac as a sacrifice to God, I pray that I may give my desire to him and all that's within me so my only focus will be him.  A great man said recently, "There is only one person worth living for, and that person is Jesus Christ." -(Scott Levesque, my amazing husband)  I will try and blog through this process as much as I can so you can catch up on how things are going.

As a side note, we recently saw Dr. Anderson who informed us that I don't ovulate on a regular basis.  He prescribed medication which I have decided NOT to take during the next 90 days.  I do believe that God can work through medicine, but I want him to work through me first. 

2 comments:

  1. Very nice Ash...Dad and I are behind you both all the way..Love you both lots

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  2. Hey Mom, just saw this comment, thank you for your support! I love you too!

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